The only thing that would stop me thinking about death would be to have something incredible in my life happen every couple of days. Something drastic and equivalent to moving houses. I kind of wish I had that chance to experience such overwhelming happiness more often.
Tag Archives: life
I just want to know
. . Why?
Reality of chaos
It feels different to how it looks. Everything does. It’s not the endless excitement that lasts, it’s the one that comes and goes too frequently. It’s the outside looking in, and when the outside looks like the inside, and the inside is chaotic and changing, maybe only those who understand the chaos won’t mind. It’sContinue reading “Reality of chaos”
Cycle of self expression
I had my writing phase for a few months many months ago before it became a painting and creating phase. So I wonder if halfway through a phase I can shift gears to another with a paragraph or two. I genuinely don’t know what will happen with this blog or what I am supposed toContinue reading “Cycle of self expression”
I’ve gained direction
I have solidified my concept of who I am now and where I want to be and how I want to change as a person. I have so many passions and I’m going to make them all work. I know that I’m patient enough for it and stubborn enough, too. I know this because myContinue reading “I’ve gained direction”
Dark and decisions
The glow of the day is pretty spectacular, but the night makes everything seem unreal for when the sun rises again. I think these things I’ve mentioned before, but they are important and sometimes I wish I could live by the rules of the night. Where in the night, I know how I want toContinue reading “Dark and decisions”
Old world
Even if it’s not your world anymore, it doesn’t hurt to go back, because it used to be yours. It can be a good reminder of why you like what you like and do what you do, and it isn’t a bad idea to go back for a while. The only way our time isn’tContinue reading “Old world”
Patience
Sometimes patience can lead us astray because we wait for the wrong things.
Fear and time
It’s crazy to say that it was, and that it was yesterday. I realise how everything is connected, how everything is so insanely painful, yet terrifies me how much I can love going from the ground to the sky and back again. I hope I’m right in saying that at this point, it’s all aContinue reading “Fear and time”
Fearing the good
One of my close friends has a significant distrust in hope, which she mentioned today. I told her that it gives us a reason to live, otherwise the future appears bleak. This must have come as a surprise to her that something she avoided so much brings so much excitement and life to people, andContinue reading “Fearing the good”
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